Rebbecca and presus

Yes there is always some smug person who wants to give advice in the church rather that help practicaly. I am fed up with being in a church with hardly anyone my own age.

Submitted by Fiona on 29 Jan 2010

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Dear Lord, please help me, iam tired of people even family looking down on me, because iam unemployed and don't have a home of my own. It hurts when you have been there for others an given your last, but in you time of need, no one is there. Help me to get past caring about how people see me and what they think about me. They like to hold your past over your head, it really hurts when it comes from other Christians, it really makes me mad, and sometimes i just want to give up. Please Help me Lord.

Submitted by Rebecca on 25 Jan 2010

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Worship leader going through the motions. Help ...............No Really !!

Submitted by Pete on 16 Dec 2009

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God. I want to be happy. Happy in who I am and comfortable enough to be me without always planning how to be me. Will I ever get there? I'm only hanging on cos I've got you God. I'm so low! I'm bored of this life and want to wash it off like too much mud on me. I cant believe I don't know what I'm like without this worrying. I'm ALLWAYS presenting an act. A model of how I want to be and the world to see me-rather than for me to accept who I am. Oh No, to go there is too painful. Why should it hurt to contemplate relaxing? Why would it hurt so much that at the back of my mind every day I'm trying to be a concept rather than a real person. The real me is there under all the filth. Will you help me wash it away? How can it hurt for no reason just being me? I mean, as I type this I hurt---why? Because I'm this wreck- freshly painted to impress on the outside yet rotting underneath. Under the rot that's where I am but I'm afraid of what I might meet when I peel off all these heavy layers. Will I be a scared boy? Will my few characteristics that I am praised for now be found to not even exist? To let go of this stage-show and see the real me is to let go of the few threads that I actually like about my existence. What if I lose it all? Is it worth it? I couldn't live if I lost everything good and became a bad mess. Its a risk that I can only take with you. Only in you can I build enough trust to go there. Your the only reason that might actually outweigh this darkness- the only thing I can put ALL my hope in one basket before I take the plunge. How far away is that time that I will be able to trust you enough to do this, and when I reach it....what will I do? I love you. I'm sorry I hurt you so much. I'm a disappointment and only your grace keeps me standing. I'm sorry. Please stay with me and help me. I don't want to sink low now, I want to pick myself up from this and for us to surge forward tonight and be stronger from this mess. Lets do it together, you know the way, and I'm going to trust you in as much as I can. Thank you that my best is enough only because your grace makes up the shortfall to accomplish this walk. Without you I would dwindle into nothing..slowly sink under the surface until no one remembered me. Who ever I am, I want to encounter the real me now. I want to drop this caked exterior and the tears and heartache-the dull dreary ache of existing. I'm ready to push forward again now, I'll wait for you to show me where my next footstep must fall. Thanks Dad. Father God.

Submitted by D on 15 Dec 2009

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Dear Lord Jesus, I have been lead by my emotions & flesh in things I do. I got in my heart whom I always say I have forgiven but the moment I see her face anger comes back - forgive me for that Father and clear my heart. I have allow loneliness in terms of relationship to lead me from man to man and still I don't find the man that I need to be my husband. In all of them not even one is saved and they don't have time for me. Father God please forgive me and I need a man whom you have kept for me, not my will but Your will be done. I love the Lord with all my heart but sin draws me away. Draw me close to You, I wanna be close to You Lord where You are, dwelling daily in your presents!! Thank you Jesus for saving me

Submitted by Thabza on 7 Dec 2009

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Dear God, I can't seem to be obedient to your will for me. I know you want so many good things for me but I keep pushing it away. I am lazy and soft. I don't seem to care in the moment. I am easily pushing you away in moments of temptation. I need your forgiveness and understanding. I also pray for a stronger sense of your presence when I am being tempted to do things I should not be doing. I know that right now you are wanting me to be accountable for the gifts you give me, being money, food time etc. I am wasting and feeling badly. It is such a habit to give into myself that I know I can't do this without you. Help me to be obedient to you dear God. I want your will for my life, I am sick of being distracted by other things. I want to surrender fully to your will and I need your help in so many areas. You are my strength when I am weak, I pray that you would use my weaknesses for your purpose. Amen

Submitted by Debbie on 20 Oct 2009

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Dear Jenny... you know for God it is never the end He is the God of beginnings and of second chances in Him to never give up because He is the God of new beginnings and of second chances... that where He wants you to start and not to give up i just keep praying for you don't let go 'cause for Him it is always time for a new start..... so don't give up and take care francis

Submitted by Francis on 6 Sep 2009

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please jesus, don't let it end. please Lord, don't let this end now. please.

Submitted by Jenny on 1 Sep 2009

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Oh Lord, what have i become ? i feel like i am in a battle i want to live for you completly and utterly and then the next thing i no i'm not living in my salvation, i'm not being a good witness. Sometimes Lord, i feel like i'm becoming someone i don't want to be. Change my heart, renew me, i need your love. Help me to look to you and not others. Thankyou that you still hear me Lord even when i have drifted, even when i have hurt you. Amen

Submitted by Sarah on 7 Aug 2009

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Lord...o my God i am so glad that you are in my life i want to thank you for your promises and your mercy---but mostly for your patience (please work on patience in my life) and also the issue of anger... and unforgiveness thank you for being there in Jesus i pray Amen

Submitted by Francis on 24 Jun 2009

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