chains of fear and anxiety

Lord, the anxiety and fear is back again...i feel i''m living on a knife edge of instability much of the time. i am still fearing people- still feeling full of shame around them, but most of alll i am fearing anger and disapproval. last night i phoned someone up and she said that maybe i hadnt forgiven my abuser. i want to- i dont want to hate him anymore, but i still feel so scared of him- even thinking of it makes me feel sick. i feel condemned, God, please help me- i think about hurting myself still. i dont want to die just to find peace. help me God, deal with this before its too late. i dont want to go back to hospital, i don't want to be pumped full of drugs that won't touch the root of my fear. please God deliver me..my fear has caused me to sin and i want to repent but because fear is still there i end up doing same things. HELP ME, GOD! PLEASE! I'M DESPERATE!!!

Submitted by C on 5 Apr 2009

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I blew it. i lost my temper. I have an autistic son. i was walking past a group of teens who verballiesed something at him. After getting him in the car i went back and started to a fight. i got severly injured, which want important but now whenever i see groups of teenagers i am afraid. i also let down my son who wanted to know why dad was bleeding and had to go to hospital. Ive been as Christian for 30 years and i do something like that. Lord, i snapped. I am sorry. Forgive me. Amen

Submitted by scott on 3 Apr 2009

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Dear Lord, Please help me. I've had this bad habit for years and I hate the part of myself that goes back to it. I am so full of resentment that I don't even enjoy the "habit" at all - I just feel compelled to. Lord, you have helped me out of a similar situation before and I trust that you can do it again.

Submitted by Cyn on 13 Mar 2009

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i am tired of living this sinful life.Lord please helpo me

Submitted by yvonne on 1 Mar 2009

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Dear Merciful Lord, Help me to reject evil in my life, and cut out what is bad. I know there are things I do and say that do not glorify you - help me to work at this everyday and be close to you. As we enter the period of Lent, help me to remember the sacrifice you made, not to give in to temptation and build myself up in you. Amen

Submitted by Martin on 24 Feb 2009

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oh God i have let you down again....Why do i disobey so wilfully....having an addiction and mental issues doesn't mean that i have an excuse for disobedience. in Your Precious Name, Jesus, please help me to remember that, and genuinely repent. Amen

Submitted by C on 14 Feb 2009

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Dear Lord i am just asking you Lord to be there with me---and to manifest your love and your concern in my life..make me more to your image and please give me the care and the sweetness that i need.. but above all...grant me your strentgh and your concern---every day.. and also thank you for everything you have done in the past---and all you're gonna do in the future!! i beleive you to be there...and i trust you to manifest yourself in my life today... in Jesus i do pray... thank you francis

Submitted by Francis on 13 Feb 2009

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Lord, forgive me when i turn from You and decide to go my own way instead. You know the areas i'm referring to, and am glad of that. Some things cannot be explained easily to others and i do not wish to burden those close to me with every question and hang-up i have. Please help me to desire to walk in Your ways again. AMEN

Submitted by C on 4 Feb 2009

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Dear Lord Jesus i am coming to you today to thank you for your peace in my life! i know that you are there---to help us in every-day life... your word say that you want to grant us peace even in times of need..God...please have compassion on us and thank you for your patience for us your children.....even faithfull to us when we're not .grant us your presence and help---even when we don't deserve it because of wrong doing...and even in times of need...forgive us our sins..and help us to understand you better while you give us your peace...to go on with you every-day as your children we have peace with you throught the cross of Jesus---may every day to walk in that peace in forgiveness of sins.. thank you Jesus francis

Submitted by Francis on 1 Feb 2009

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Lord i feel so guilty for giving up on the one person whom i love with all my heart and soul. so much has happened in the last three weeks and the gap between us just kept getting bigger and wider. i trusted the pastor, but they turned on me too. the promises they made to my parents were never carried through and now my only friend in the world has gone. the pastor told me one thing and her another and now its me that's been branded a liar. please i feel so guilty, but i can't take been hurt anymore.people never wanted us to be friends,as many have tried to part us before.well now they are happy coz we are apart.she has other friends now and i'm not wanted.i was always made to feel shelved because of others and i can't take that anymore.Lord Jesus,please let her be happy.i want her to have always sunshine, never cold rain.i will never forget a single moment of the time i spent with her.thankyou that you sent her into my life.i'm sorry that i've failed you Lord.i will try to be a better person,i promise.

Submitted by nic on 23 Jan 2009

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