Wandered away from God? Followed your own desires and suddenly found yourself at a distance? Or totally rebelled and turned your back on God? Ready to come back? Forgiveness, acceptance, love, hope, compassion, mercy. This is your God. His eyes are on you, His arms are open, always hoping, always waiting for you. Limp or run, crawl or stagger, your God ALWAYS wants you back.

Original Prayer

can't surrender to you yet

please God, wait for me; you know that i am waiting for an answer to my questions before i can fully surrender my all to you. Lord, you have brought so much healing into my life, but i am concerned that if i don't let go of the things that are holding me in bondage, then i will start to become imbalanced in my mind again. i still have a lot of strange images and ideations in my head, but i know taking a higher dose of meds isn't the answer right now, becos i can function reasonably well, and do my studies and socialise etc, if i don't keep thinking that i'm not surrendering enough of my self to you. i want to get well, but i can't do it on my own, God. i feel as tho' i'm on a tightrope; i don't want to lose my relationship with you, cos you are good to me. its just that i am stubborn and weak right now. Help!

Submitted by C on 4 Oct 2007


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