Have you known the pain of someone you love dying from drugs, or being a Jekyll & Hyde personality through drugs & alcohol? Are you being tempted into trying drugs yourself or do you binge drink to dull the pain & memories? If you do, please pray for yourself here or for the person you know who you want to protect. Our God is so strong & powerful, turn to Him & fight for yourself & your loved ones.

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Original Prayer

keep lashing out at self/others

lord i'm here again 'cos i'm hurting those closest to me. you know i hurt so much still 'cos of being hurt emotionally, verbally, and threatened physically by a parent, as a child, and then later i was sexually assaulted by two men in my twenties, 'cos i was too full of panic and self-disgust to fight them off. i keep telling myself that the abuse wasn't severe enough to cause me the severe mental/emotional disorders i suffer from, (major Borderline Personality Disorder with Depression and self-harming tendancies) and i need to grow up. i still feel like i missed out on my childhood, and need others around me to be patient. i crave affirmation from others, which makes me self-centered and demanding. i know i need to pull myself together, im 25 now, but i am scared of my dad, even tho' i forgive him, but i despise myself for still behaving the way i do. its like i'm not allowed to feel my pain, 'cos my dad was a christian and never meant to be violent or abusive. i love him, i only wish i could get well, so he could forgive himself. i cannot accept that what happened was trivial tho' 'cos i missed out on so much stability when i was growing up, i don't know how to not sabotage the blessings i have been given.

Submitted by C on 24 May 2007


Responses

A prayer for C

Lord jesus I pray for your healling to cover C . completely heall C from all the abuse and pain. jesus yoiou are a great god. who can do miricals. by your mighty name jesus i pray amen.

Submitted by jill on 3 May 2011


A prayer for C

First thing you have to do is C is to forgive that person that has abused you. i know its very hard to do. but i have done it. forgiven my abuser. it took me over 6 yers to do it. so ipray to jesus for confidence to do it. trust and have faith in jesus. jesus will bless us every day. just take that first step of faith in jesus. bless you sister in christ jesus jillx amen.

Submitted by jill on 6 Apr 2011


A prayer for C

Jesus I pray fo your ever ending love and healling to come over C . heall c from the abuse . and all cs motions emotional motions. help her to grow whith you. jesus is your father just give him everthing. lay everthing at the foot of the cross. gods love

Submitted by jill on 25 Jan 2011


A prayer for C

jesus come in your mighty power now she needs you today and always. come and heall C from all her herts jesus will heal you from everythig just let him come today. I pray for his grace . just trust in him.Jesus forgives you and him. he loves each one of us. amen.

Submitted by jill on 2 Mar 2010


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