Original Prayer

Here i am lord, crying, screaming, shouting because i need a way out. This sin is killing me. Suppressing and oppressing my spirit. Release me oh Father! Free me God! Burn this sin, destroy this lust, release me. How i need to be released, how i long for it. Everything is closing in on me. Everyone wants something. And here i am. Suffocated. Suffocated by sin, suffocated by work pressure, suffocated by an uncertain future. Here is my deepest desire. Incinerate this sin oh God, Burn it, cleanse me of it with Your blood. Free me!!!! I hate this sin, i hate this lust and i need to be free. I have to know that i am right with you. I've felt like a sinner for so long, i've felt like dirt for so long, so impure...I long to be one of your children, your pure, holy children. Help me be that father. Forgive me please!!!! And God, show me the way, show me the way. Where do i go my god? What future do you have for me? Show me the right choices to make. But father let me hear your voice that is what i long for. Let me hear you speak. Open my ears to your precious words which i hunger for so much right now. To hear your voice amidst the noise the panic the frenzy, the still calm voice which others speak of. Let me hear it! I need to hear it, i have to! My spirit longs for you! I'm nearly cracking, all i have is you, please father HEAR MY CRY I'm seeing more and more this world is void, empty without you and i NEED YOU! I'm sorry for neglecting you, for running away. But now i come on my knees, begging pleading for you, for your voice. Let me hear you

Submitted by mcnat on 18 Feb 2006

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