Original PrayerUNDESERVING
Jesus, I know I've let you down with my spending and eating issues these past few weeks. I'm losing weight, so I should be happy, but I am angry with myself. I've lied to those around me to get enough money to live on, I can't concentrate on my studies, I ate a huge meal that would feed 3 people all by myself. I am disgusted with myself.
Feel so desperate, I keep wanting to rub acid into my skin to stop feeling so helpless and scared. I don't want to commit suicide, but I'm scared of my parents finding out i'm in trouble again- my bank are angry with me- i was so desperate i had a panic attack today, and have told so many lies. I deserve to get found out, but I can't tell anyone the truth, and I am too ashamed to tell anyone at Church 'cos they might get freaked out with me like they did before.
I know you forgive those who repent, but I am addicted to food and can't change by myself. Help me God, I've been saved but maybe I haven't tried hard enough..... I want to do this degree, but feel as if dark forces want to stop me. Please don't kill my Mum, I don't wish her dead, I just don't deserve her, she's lovely. i DON'T WANT TO HURT ANYMORE.
How long before my life falls apart again. HELP ME, Submitted by C on 4 Apr 2007
ResponsesA prayer for C
Jesus is here to come and heal all of your needs. Jesus pour your peice upon C family today . restore her and protect her. in your name jesus i pray. Submitted by jill on 6 Apr 2010
not sure yet
Hi, i have said to the Lord i dont deserve, this is not true you do deserve, thats why Jesus died for you brother, you deserve a life worthy of your calling, man he has a plan for your life find it and dont mess around, read your bible, pray and dont live according to this world, you dont need the things of this world you need your budy Jesus, apart from Him you can do nothing, you are absolutley stuffed if you think you can do it on your own, man talk to a leader in your church and if that dosnt work talk to some one out side the church use the services that God has put in place, your situation might help someone else, anyway its up to you, you can.
Be blessed, i am going to pray for you, take care. Submitted by Glen on 10 Apr 2007
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