Original Prayer

please pray for me- am not sure why i do this, but i keep going back to old ways that hurt me....looking at things that trigger memories of abuse and self-injurious behaviour. i hated being abused so i don't know why i do this- it doesn't make sense. i want to please God, but its as if i feel like i can't let go. I want to accept God's love but keep pushing Him away. i feel afraid, because i feel am sabotaging my walk with God. i am almost in tears as i write this- God has been so good to me- He rescued me from something so terrible it almost killed my body and my soul was dead for a long time. God is worthy of my praise and i feel am just a spoilt ungrateful brat.

Submitted by C on 2 Feb 2009

Responses

Jesus says the past has being healled dont look back now. for I am with you. heall C body mind and soul. by your grace he will do this.amen

Submitted by jill on 30 Mar 2010

Jesus just send your peice onC today and always. pour your love onto C . help her to overcome these fiers they are not from you. Heall her body with the powerm of your blood.in jesus name amen.

Submitted by jill on 30 Mar 2010

jesus I pray for healinf for C just pour your blood over her . God be with her today come with your mighty power and love. god is with you always today and always. bless you amen.

Submitted by jill on 16 Mar 2010

i too was abused as a child. i know where your coming from C. my body and soul almost died too. whenever i get bad days where memories haunt me and i feel like slipping back into self harming,etc. i hold my cross, put on my music and go for a long walk...just me and God. why don't you give it a try, pray as you walk, God is listening. don't give up. don't let the devil win. you can do it, i know you can. God bless xx

Submitted by nic on 4 Feb 2009