Be genuine and real.
This is a place to worship God by giving up in prayer the sin and struggles, attitudes and apathy that are in your life.
Put them in the incinerator to be burnt to ashes by God.
Find it hard to trust you right now God, and feel ashamed of my lack of trust. I can only beg you to soften my heart towards you- not so long ago i felt peace with you again. Don't let me lose the ground I've gained in you so far. You wrote that one who has been forgiven much loves much. Wonder how i can be saved, spirit-filled and still have so much resistance to your will in my life. Sometimes it almost feels like maybe i've not been forgiven at all, and my "assurance" is just arrogance.
I know i am not doing well at the moment, please give me a compliant, meek heart, instead of my stubborn independant one. Am so sick of myself right now.
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