Original Prayer

Lord, I have disobeyed you and ran away from your teachings. I have acted like the seed that fell on the rock and did not put roots down. This porn addiction has really screwed with my mind and I have become confused of what life is about and what i want in life. I feel i have a lot of anger, jealousy and fear in my life. I need you Lord Jesus to sort out my mind and body as I feel i cannot control my own thoughts. Please help me to deal with my feelings towards Krystyna and realise that when things are not meant to be, they are really not meant to be. The addiction has blurred my mind when I think of love, and lust becomes entangled in my thoughts. Help me to realise my full potential for you and in you. I want to pick up my cross and follow you with everything I am, because i want to be like you are. Please forgive me and wash my sins away. I need you to help me to understand that true happiness doesnt always come from a relationship with a girl. Thanks God. I dont want to backslide.

Submitted by Adam on 24 Feb 2007

Responses

Adam I could not have felt more connected or said the prayer better about the way you are feeling for I am in same place with my thoughts! I only hope and pray for you and me that the lord hears us and that we feel the presence that willl allow us to move faithfully back towards god and the place you and me wish to be...amen

Submitted by mark on 28 Feb 2007