Original Prayer

I am a sinner of little remorse.. my pride, my wickedness... my less than humble life are all evil. You are the Holiest of all that is Holy. I shed tears to feel your cleansing waters begin with my face. I am Your servent. I am only Your servent. I want to be Your best friend. Jesus you know I love you. I want you to guide me daily. Crush me from my mind which thinks against Your will. Build an inferno in my spirit to do Christ's work today. Heal me now oh Lord I beg. I only know Your love. My life has oh so changed. Other loves have hurt me, and through You love is always good. Heal me God, Master of the Universe. Make me worth to be your Angel. I am only here through Your creation. I have fallen from Grace and I am in devestating pain and suffering. I need more spirit Lord. I am weak and can barely feel and breath. I must only know Your light. You can save me. I want more of Your Love. I feel Your Holy Spirit and it heals me. Crush my fears and make them dead. Let my fears die the death of eternal fire. Damn my fears and damn my transgressions Lord. Begin anew in me a whole person worthy of Your light. Please let me live God. Show me the light so I may stand up for my rights. I have the will to share You and save souls for You. I want your will to be done on earth as in heaven. Lord come down to earth and show us what life is worth. I am less than the smallest nothing which has drawn no attention. Within You I am strong. Lord I am wicked. I have sinned. I have sinned against You in my thoughts; I have sinned against You with my eyes. I have sinned against You with my ears. I have sinned against You with my hands. I have sinned against You. I have hurt Your people. Save my heart Oh Great Master. Whip me until I bear no will other than do live Your work. Heal me please. Give me health. Lord give me life. Lord give me love. Lord my life is a fantasy less You validate me. The world is wicked. We will suffer for You forever. Please come soon. Make me ready for Your coming. Take me with You and show me all I can do to raise Your divine Kingdom on earth. I want to be your most instinctive partner and spiritual warrior. You have started what we must continue. God will deliver Us unto You and I am ready to be healed. Make me ready Oh Lord. Shine in my heart. Shine in my mind. Give me life in the darkness of my sleep. Cast away and wicked spells I am under. I am crying Lord. Hear me. Amen. Amen. Amen. Lord transgress my inequities and transmute my flesh into a temple. Protect me Lord. I am not safe. Earth is dangerous. Protect my mind please oh Lord I pray. Love my heart oh Lord I plead. Guide my mouth Lord, You must. Help me to relax and give me the tranquility of 7 harps and Heavenly Angels. Your humble servent needs a real sign that I am losing pride and gaining humility. I am less myself. I will grow into Your great oneness. Answer my prayers please Lord. Heed my call. Prepare me for Your return. Protect me from evil. Share my heart with Your people. Give me divine knowledge Lord and let me suffer doing Your work instead of from my wickedness. I will carry Your cross. My cross was just a fantasy. God Bless everything and everyone. God I pray You act through me to summon Your Spirit. I call upon You to give me the power to convert souls to Your Kingdom. Please make me ready to recieve Your graces. Please make me safe for Your angels. In heaven I will sing unto You forever. On earth I need Your guidance and spirit for as long as I am a sinner. Forgive me Jesus. Give me restful sleep. Prepare me for Your return. Swallow me whole into your love. My faith is an instinct. I am Yours. I feel Your light. Make me strong. Amen. I pray for redemption. Emancipate me from my sins. I need Your forgiveness. I want to fufill Your work and be.

Submitted by Chris on 15 Jul 2004

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