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I'm 44 this year. I was born again over 23 years ago. God freed me from LOADS but I'm stuck with a feeling of being like a really little child left at playschool. Most of the time I function o.k on the outside but I'm aching on the inside. I've just been to cross rhythms and it was great but in a strange way I feel even more raw and achy than before. I know in my head that I am loved and accepted in Jesus but it's like i'm stuck with a tight little knot in the pit of my stomach.I feel like I need to just hold and be held, until I'm all cried out, by Father. You feel too far away.What am I doing wrong? I cant face another year being like I am but im stuck cos I dont know what to do.\\\\\\\\\i press in with praise and I have LOADS to be thankful for. But I just want to go HOME.I wanted to just hold on to Tony Fitzgerald as if he was daddy and never let go but I didnt cos my head knows I'm wierd and holds me back. Please pray that i will grow up.

Submitted by liz on 22 Jul 2003

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A prayer for Liz

jesus i pray for your peice to come into lizs life i pray for your courage and confidence to comeinto lizs life today. come in a mighty way i pray. amen.

Submitted by jill on 17 May 2011

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