Life in General

Right now I'm really struggling with life. My Gran died 11th March 2003, I'd managed to supress it... put it to the back of my mind till christmas. Since then it's been the only thing on my mind. I really really wish I could stop thinking about her. I miss her so much. I used to self harm. On January 25th 2003 I gave my life to God, and didn't self farm for a year. I've started again. I feel so bad, because I know God is there with arm wide open to welcome me, and I'm really struggling to run into those arms right now. I haven't cut for a couple of weeks now, but I really need prayer. Please pray that God will be with me. i want to be able to talk to someone about this, but I can't find the words. I don't know wats getting me down... I was like this for two and a half years, but when I gave my life to God I became delirious! I'm scared now... I'm scared because I hate what I'm becomming. I need to make God number one again, but how. Please pray.

Submitted by Sarah on 21 Feb 2004

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I was bullied at work for two years because I dared to challenge bad working practices; the management constantly turned a blind eye and few wanted to work with me because I demanded the highest standards. I worked in a nursing home that has a poor reputation amongst other nursing homes. I was on a secure unit with mentally ill patients when one day I was assaulted by a violent patient, we were under staffed and I was working alone and I found myself trapped, so I defended myself by restraining him and called for help. I was bruised and badly shaken, he was unharmed, but this gave my bullies the opportunity to get me sacked from my job, they conspired against me and gave false statements, thankfully the Crown Prosecution Service decided in my favour and the case was dropped. But I still lost my job and my reputation and have been unable to find work for the past six months. (Mud sticks) I can feel a depression coming over me; I stay in my room, escaping to an imaginary world inside my head more and more often. I don’t even want to continue with the voluntary community work that I’ve done for the last six years. I need to regain my confidence my patience and love for which I was once respected and renowned for please pray for me to beat this growing depression. Pray with me to find an employer who is willing to give me a chance to redeem myself. And pray for my forgiveness as I find it hard to forgive myself, and those that gave false testimony against me.

Submitted by Lee on 18 Feb 2004

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Please pray for me and ask God to help me to get through life at school, and to face up to my problems, and to feel able to talk about them. I have been seriously thinking abotu ending my life recently, because of back problems, and trouble at school, I will be receiving counselling soon, but I sometimesw find life difficult, and don't want to live anymore, at the moment, I am borderline, and, am not sure waht I want to do. thank you.

Submitted by Rebecca on 17 Feb 2004

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Both my wife and myself had a relationship problem within our church almost 4 years ago. We have sat down with them on 2 occassions to resolve the issues. It has affected our chruch attendance, but we feel we should continue at our current church although it is hard because of what has happened. Although we don't want to have a close freindship with the couple we need to be free from the past and move forward. There maybe is unforgivenedd still but I'm not sure why its taking so long?

Submitted by Mike on 28 Jan 2004

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pray for me i am having some very tough mortgage problem behind on my payment was laid off over three month's ago have a family and a little worried

Submitted by wayne on 23 Jan 2004

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Hiya, maybe you heard on Rimmer Rama mike Prayin for sum1 called Saza - well thats me. I haven't been in school for 3 days and I went back in today and I hated it. My so called "friends" are bullying me, sayin snide comments and now speakin 2 me in a stubborn tone or jus copletely blankin me out! plz pray it gets betta plz!!

Submitted by Saza on 21 Jan 2004

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I've been suffering with these headaches and I don't know why. I prayed for them to leave me. It is taking so long. I feel tired alot. I went to the doctors. I even smoked a cigarette to try to relieve the tension. I felt guilty and repented. God why are you taking so long to heal me? What do I do Jesus? I tried so may things. I prayed for so long and I pray all the time. I feel tired..how will I become a missionary God?! You PROMISED! You promised if I delight myself in you, you will give me the desires of my heart. God YOU PROMISED!! When Lord When!..All I want to do is be a servant of Love. You said you delight to of give us the kingdom. Why am I stuggling for a heart that truly wants to serve you. God Help me to know you again. YOur love. All I want is to LOve. I want to give Jesus to the world and love..others..Why do I feel your love is not clear to me? Why don't I feel your love? Do I really know you and your love. I thought I did....I..don't want to be in a World with out love. I don't want anything but LOVE!! Send me God. YOU PROMISED!!!!!!!!!!

Submitted by Desiree on 15 Jan 2004

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Jesus help me prepare for my interview tomorrow and during and after the interview.If you intend i should get this position and its responsibilities let nothing obsruct your will.Give me the grace to accept the outcome and embrace the future with you .Help me overcome lack of confidence and explain why I think I am suited to this job.

Submitted by Tony on 14 Jan 2004

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hey,i was just wondering if ppl could pray for me things are not goin to well in my life,my family are goin through a rough time my relationships are suffering and i really need love and suport from ppl, i really need a sign frm god just telling me something is gunna happen and what i should do, also i feel i need some guidence my relationships with friends, i feel god is pulling me towards what he wants me to do with is good but i want to still include my friends? i love god and want to be closer to him but want me friends aswell i no who i should chose but what do u think im confused about my decision and need some deep prayer, if ya can help me pls reply thx

Submitted by anna on 10 Jan 2004

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Please pray for me, I need God's wisdom and I need to hear His voice. I know things are going to change in the new year but I don't know what this means for me yet. Please pray that I'll be open to God and that I will be prepared to walk His way, whatever it takes.

Submitted by Lois on 6 Dec 2003

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