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Abba! let me fully understand that it is what I can give to someone that matters and not what I receive. Let me focus on everything I have rather than the one thing that is bothering me. Please help Nigel through this troubled time be with him give him strength and hopefully make yourself known to him so he can come to believe in and love you.

Submitted by Gill on 24 Jun 2006

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I feel so far from God, the closer I try to get to the Lord the farther I feel. I try my best to live holy and obey him hoping this will please him and make me feel better. I live for my boys to give the the life I could not have and protect the from the life and pains these eyes have seen. I got saved when I was 17 I was a atheist fighting for my life in a overdose which led to my coversion 4 Christ. things was awesome at first and know it seems like I can't shake my haunting past. I dont feel like God can love me for the things I did before then. If I Christian can't even say his past sins in a church, what is he to do. I would be hated if christians knew the things I used to do. It is hard to not hate myself. Use your imagination real grosteque and vulgur and take out the one sin I have'nt done that I know of which is incense. Paul the apostle used to administer grace to me, but I starting to think I am a exception. I know we walk by faith and not sight , but in my case God would have to verify my forgiveness. My transformation is evident , but the feeling behind it is fear and trying to get Gods acceptence. Everybody thinks Im ok but it doesnt feel that why hiding all these dark child-teenage secrets. I wish God would just take everything I am til I cease to exxist, I wonder what it feels like to be free from the past, I knew for a short while , til a voice whispered in my ear who I was kidding. I want to be destined for greatness in Christ , but everytime I go forward I dont feel good enough to be Called for Him , I still feel like a orphan, I feel him like a dad, but I dont feel like a son. I often would like to rest but I just want to go to heaven. I'm not willing to take that chance. It sounds crazy but I believe there is mad witches and warlocks assigned to me to keep me bound because the Lord Jesus Christ keeps sending people to me and my family telling us we are destined for greatness. Who am I to tell him his wrong but has he forget what things I done. Missionaries for africa wrote it on a piece of paper and told us first. I want to be free again. But this time I want my memory erased from my past.please pray that the spirit of worthlessness would go and unforgiveness doubts lack of trust suicide lusts abandonment guilt and whatever else is not of God, Lord feel me with the opposite and make who who Im destined 2 be or just kill me now because life without you is meaningless, thanks for listening to me ramble. Much Love 2 all my bros' and sis' in Christ Jesus Just a souljah trying to get back on my way and take a few mill with me. grace and peace in his name

Submitted by roy on 23 Jun 2006

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Dear God, I am up still at 3:30 am. I call on your help, I need to let go of this anger and bitterness I am feeling. Help me to forgive and grieve the friendship that is lost. Help me to trust in you through this trial for mine and my husbands financial well being. I have learned over this past year or more that you do provide everything that is needed. Help me to hold onto that through this latest trial.

Submitted by Debbie on 20 Jun 2006

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please join me in prayer for my partner whom has a spirit of lust from looking at pornography. It hurst me so much like a thorn in side. I am so aware of it as i have never been with a man whom looks at woman the way he does even in front of me , it degrades me as his partner to the point where now i can not stomach it any more. I trust it into jesus as i know he is faithful to answer my needs and my partners needs . Your siister in christ kerrie.

Submitted by kerrie on 16 Jun 2006

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Psalm 91: He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. 2I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust." 3Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence. 4He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. 5You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, 6nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday. 7A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you. 8You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked. 9If you make the Most High your dwelling-- even the LORD, who is my refuge-- 10then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent. 11For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; 12they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone. 13You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent. 14"Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. 15He will call upon me, and I will answer him. I pray Father God that you bind those spirits of lust, those spirits who use the internet and lust to ensnare your people Lord God, I ask Father God that you pour out upon your people a new power and strength to overcome these tempations, a new power and authority to resist the tempations the world throws at them, let your people rest in the words of the above Psalm Lord God of Israel, pour out an awesome measure of your Holy Spirit upon your children Lord God, Come Holy Spirit and rest upon all these children, I lift to you all the blessed children of yours Lord Jesus who have uttered prayers and plea's in these pages and elsewhere in the awesome name of Jesus Christ release them, free them, break from them the hold that pornography, masterbation and simple lust have on their lives, release them I plead Lord Jesus Our Saviour, I ask all this in your holy, awesome and all powerful name Lord Jesus Christ Amen

Submitted by AndyR on 30 May 2006

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Lord, I thank you so much for leading me here. I didnt know where to turn, and I thought I was the only one with my 'problem' though rationally, I knew that I wasn't. Lord I so want to be free from the masturbation. I hate the way that it threatens to take over, the way that everytime I do it I can see in my mind the image of Christ on the cross, and I dont want His sacrifice to be in vain. I hate the fact that I can feel it pushing me away from you Lord, when I want to be closer to you. I ask for strength that I can stop, that I can become the person that you created me to be. I know you have plans for me, Lord, even though they aren't clear yet. I want to carry on my journey with you, by your side, learning all I need to know. I know I've made some huge mistakes in the past Lord, and this is one more on the list. Please Lord help me to be free. Purify my heart and rid me of this temptation to self-satisfy, when my mind and heart should be on honouring you, and not the opposite. You are worth so much more Lord. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen

Submitted by Gem on 28 May 2006

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Father, although we don't know each other, You know both our hearts completley. Continue to mould us and free us to be the people that you created us to be. I lay my life at your feet, and ask your forgiveness for all my impure thoughts and actions in the past and more recently. Strengthen Francis and reveal to him again Your love which welcomes us back even when we reject You. Thank you that nothing can ever separate us from Your awesome love. Amen

Submitted by Naomi on 26 May 2006

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Dear Lord, You know that two years ago I was sexually acting out with a lot of people and that I walked away from that and was completely celibate for over a year, not even masturbating. But now, although I haven't had sex with another person, I've begun to backslide with pornography and masturbation. Lord, I really don't want that. I want to be restored to you and get back the good feelings I had when I was completely celibate. Oh God, I need it so bad. I really hunger in my soul to be clean and quit being so unstable that I think I'm back with you and have turned away from all this and then, in a moment, I just betray it all. I want to be clean and I thank you for this chance to let others hear (read) my prayer so hopefully, someone else will join in my prayer for renewal where I won't give in to the temptation. I'm walking in faith now, in this moment that I've just taken this step of a new start and that you will bless me for it. I accept your forgiveness now for what I've done and I love you for forgiving me. I Bless You Jesus. Amen Francis

Submitted by Francis on 19 May 2006

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Lord Jesus, Im begining to be weak again. Pls never forsake me in my time of need. I gave in to temptation of not attending mass each week with my children making excuses for not going. The evil one knows how to work me to a frenzy thru the kids. Im trying to be a good mother to my girls, a good wife and daughter but sometimes it is hard and it gets to me and make me cold to you. Pls forgive me my sins that hurt you. you know how much i love you and need u in my life. Pls continue giving me strength to do your will here and never give up on me and my family. keep us and bless us with your love and guidance always. In Jesus name I pray.

Submitted by geri on 18 May 2006

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Lord God, I confess that I suffer from Jonah syndrome, when life gets hard or I'm scared I tend to run in the opposite direction. Lord I pray that you would help me to follow you more each day with the courage and strength to know that you are walking with me and that though I am scared of what may come that you are there to comfort me. Lord you are my all, my rock of ages, my foundation stone, I pray that I might have the strength of mind to listen to your commands and not run in the opposite direction. You are almighty and wonderful to know and I am your servant for ever and always. In the name of Jesus Christ, precious saviour and friend. Amen

Submitted by RandomGoth on 17 May 2006

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