Have you known the pain of someone you love dying from drugs, or being a Jekyll & Hyde personality through drugs & alcohol? Are you being tempted into trying drugs yourself or do you binge drink to dull the pain & memories? If you do, please pray for yourself here or for the person you know who you want to protect. Our God is so strong & powerful, turn to Him & fight for yourself & your loved ones.
I was involved in drugs (pot) and sex in my early teens. I got pregnant and lived with the father. It ruined my future. I gave away a goldmine. Please pray for me and my son born out of this sinfulness. I don't know what end is up anymore. I'm older now (grandparent) and have lived a heartbreaking nightmare. I repented, but did it again, like an alcoholic. Not funny, I lost myself then. Never took off the mask. Never had real love. Just using people like a drug. My son says life is a nightmare. We/I need miracles only Jesus can provide. His mercy/love. Please. I have no friends to turn to. Not one. I attempted suicide once and was locked up. My child is full of hate. I knew of God, but did not Know Him. I thought I did. I knew we were sinning and asked for help to not do it anymore. Please pray for my son and his father and all the victims. My sins are grievous and grave (sexual, lust, flesh). I need to confess to someone. Jesus forgave me, but the consequences didn't go away. Please pray for my mother who is elderly and sick. She is empty too. There has been nothing but hate in my life. And I'm guilty too of being selfish and all sorts of sins that God warns us about. I tied his hands doing it "my way". '-( It's my fault. So much is my fault. I feel, maybe am a murderer as I murdered my soul. Nothing left to be. My son is in so much pain. I know it and am helpless and am reaching out for prayer. My fault! My fault!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you.
Submitted by anon on 3 Aug 2017
Oh I so feel your pain - wish I could to refer to you by name just to make the prayer more personal. BUT please listen - you are condeming yourself!!! Please stop - Jesus said at the cross - 'it is finished'!!
That means your sins are wiped away - God does not hold you to account! You say you need to confess - you just have! But also know you have confessed to the Lord also!
The reason most people indulge in drugs and sex is because they are trying to fill a void! It never has worked and never will - only God can fill the gap! I know Ive been there!
You can turn your life around - yes its hard, yes the people you say you hurt may be unforgiving or have issue of there own - but you must start with Jesus - He has to be at the centre - if you don't make Him your foundation first then it will be so hard for you to begin to reach out to family and friends.
We are all weak by nature - we need Him to hold us together - to give us spiritual input and guidance - please make a habit of talking to Him everyday and asking for help. If you do slip up on occasion dont beat yourself up - keep going, one step at a time!
I am praying for you and your family - God bless you and protect you - in Jesus name, Amen
Submitted by neil on 11 Sep 2017
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