Original Prayer

Hay Jesus, me again I really need to give you this problem I have. See you know that I am totally sold out for you but ever now and again my old life comes back and hits me. Drugs and alchole have been the way I have coped with so may painful things in my life but I don't want to do it that way any more. When things get hard and stressfull all I want is a drink and a joint but I totally know that doing that has never helped me in the long run. I have kept myself clean for over a year apart from one slip up.................sorry let me refraze that YOU have kept me clean for a year. I could have never made it this far without for help, support, love and devotion. You have done a total transfermation within me!! But Lord you know that tonight I really wanted to go to the off lience and get a bottle of wine and drink it on my own. I so wanted to dull out the pain I am feeling inside. Sometimes things just feel so overwelming! Lord I know that your wine is the only wine I need. God I give my pain to you and I ask that you would help me to keep surrendering to you. Forgive me for wanting to cope on my own with out you. Jesus I so want to walk with you each and every moment of the day. You are my only hope with out you I cannot beat this! So Jesus I give it all to you and by faith believe that you will sort out all the crap that is with in me. Lord you made me so you are the only one who knows how to truely fix me. Thanks for speaking to me tonight and stopping me from buying that wine...............you are looking after me!

Submitted by Rachel on 7 Mar 2006

Responses

Lord Jesus I really want to lift up Rachel to you, you know Lord my own issues past and present and Father God it was only with your love I sit here now, please draw close to Rachel and suround her with your love and give her the reassurance that she is yours, no one or thing can ever take that away from her, place people around her that will love her, support her and comfort her when needed. Bless you Rachel Amen

Submitted by AndyR on 26 Mar 2006

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