Original Prayer

I feel as dry and faithless as a desert. I know gods there but my energy and motivation has got up and taken a walk. Id rather be cold than lukewarm as I aint on fire for him any more. I visited a pastor I had not met and he told me my Mother had abused and called me useless and shouted at me in the cot. Why would God want me to know this. How does this help me????????? The god I know loves me and knows how I would had taken this kinda news and how I would react. I know forgiveness is key and there is denial and freedom. It made me wanna go home. Why did the pastor tell me this????? Ever since then I have been so down I havent bathed or washed my hair for a week I have not gone to work. I have only gone out if I really have to. I go to sleep in the same clothes I wear during the day and get up in them. I have lost all self respect and self esteem. I know deep down God is still there but I cant be bothered. How do I get out of this pit of despere and depression?????????????

Submitted by N on 16 Sep 2010

Responses

Father God N says that she is "dry as a desert" please let your love rain down on her and and make that desert into a fruitful life. Let her feel the joy of having you in her life, loving and caring about her. Surround her with people who will show her love and friendship and give her a new vision of the way forward. In Jesus name, Amen

Submitted by marjorie on 12 Apr 2012

Jesus i pray that you will give N the strength to overcome any obsticals in life. help n to do your ways. bring him coser to you. heall him from all this depresion. send your lovey everlasting love and joy. give n the confidence . jesus has forgiven all our sins. amen.gods good all the time.amen.

Submitted by jill on 16 Mar 2011

Lord jesus i pray for healling from all these herts and the abuse, heall from the pain . jesus dosnt see you useless. it will take time but in gods timing. jesus is great. hes a loving father. you have to forgive thos who have hert us. then jesus will forgive us. jesus give n the confidence that she needs. come out of the darkness and into the light jesus says. amen.

Submitted by jill on 9 Mar 2011

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