Original PrayerME,the mother, the daughter the friend, the giver
Lord where do I begin? I guess at the beginning. My heart, mind, body and soul belong to you Lord and yet ,there is a part of me that's feeling lost in everything I do. Hence the subject mattr is ME, the mother, the daughter, the friend, the giver and father too. It's hard for me to focus on any one thing, because I find I am consumed by guilt because I choose to focus on everyone else neglecting myself. I give of my time, energy and self to others to ensure they're ok until I feel they're at a point to manage by themselves. I'm a carer and always have been. Therefore I find it difficult to detach from that mentality, because it's all I know. Now I've found myself at a point where I feel I've given out enough and can't do so any more and turning to a Cousellor to hear just ME.
I question why do I find it so hard to talk about myself? It's something I've never had to do and now I'm in a position where I'm made to. Any way Lord my focus is blarred because I want to do well, but feel like I've failed despite people telling me that I should pat myself on the back. I can't do that. I'm just a natural born worrier, carer, mother/father (to my my son), whom I absolutely love and adore. I serve and I don't know anything else.
But I need and want so much to find focus in my life so I am in a better position mentally, emotinally, physically (cos my health is in jeopardy and changes are takiing place in my body, that I'm not ready for) and more important than all spiritually, so thateventual soul mate will see the real me and not a confused me.
It's a tall order, but Ieven question that. Lord am I asking too much of you and not giving enough of me to you?
This is my prayer and so much more. Hear my cry Lord. U know more than I do and I know, that U know I'm in need of your guidance and helping hands..........
Yet here I am Submitted by Thelsa on 28 Jul 2010
ResponsesA prayer for Thelsa
Father God I pray for Thelsa, for physical strength and peace of mind.Give her the strength to fulfill all her tasks and show her the way to deal with her anxieties. Please give her lasting peace and the confidence to give over to you all that troubles her and trust in your unfailing love. Submitted by Marjorie on 26 Apr 2012
A prayer for Thelsa
Lord jesus i pray for guidance and healling to come into Thelsas life today. heall her from all mental ilnesses, fill her up whith your goodness of purity. and joy ,love and peice. nothings quite like jesus hes amazing. hes great. jesus is waiting . he loves you. jesus will change your life hes our counceller. amen. Submitted by jill on 6 Apr 2011
A prayer for Thelsa
lord jesus i pray for your guidance jesus says youre not a failore jesus loves you he cares for us. he will build you up fill your mind whith jesus love and joy. jesus says you are my child. jesus saves the lonley herted. trust in god. amen. Submitted by jill on 23 Mar 2011
A prayer for Thelsa
Jesus will gide you in all circumstancies. he is our healler. lay everything at the foot of the cross. jesus blessing and his peice come upon you. amen. Submitted by jill on 22 Mar 2011
God is enough
Thelsa, God knows you inside out. He knows the real you & he loves you just as you are. He wants to know Him so much more. Spend time with him getting to know Him & he will give you strength to accomplish so much more than you can do on your own.
This was my journey, needing acceptance from through caring for other people, but God showed me that it has to be Him first & that Jesus is enough. He allows me to care more without feeling the responsibility.
I pray that Jesus will help through you this time in your life & that you will have the strength to make changes in your life through counselling. God bless you Thelsa. He loves you very much. Submitted by Sandra on 31 Aug 2010
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