Original Prayer

How a humbeing who is called to mariage can cope with the no orgasum club of the single Christian life you many years is beyond my comprehension. I know I am called to marrage but no partner yet. I have spent many years living a life of abstance in adult life. Many more that not For the sake of my health I need pleasure blessing and healthy marrage. I find that I simply can not cope with out soem kind os sexual relise in my life. Or my mental and emotional heath suffers badly. I have struggle with depression and suicida thoughts and one suicide attempt. Not to do mearly with a lack of a life partner but fincial lack not being able to go into my job I trained 4 due to health problems. I have suffed mourned waled greaved and live in torment and missery in vearying degrees. Lord I must have you bless me soon with the partner for my life. It must happen soon I can keep living this way. I belive that happyness with help make up for the years of agonie. According to John Paul Jacksons message about abstance I can not repent unless you give me a total mirical. I can do this forgiving and richouseness in my own strength. The church u have put me in a feel bearly feed and find very thin fellowship? Lord how can this be you plan when my need is so great? Lord I am your temple it is true but I live with in my body too. I can not meet with you with out just bracking so much emotionaly that it is unsafe for me. I need peole who are truely safe with me when I ptry too you. As you know the deep pain and anguish that is stired. Lord I LOVE YOU AND WANT O FOLLOW YOU Whole heartly you hear this prayer and provide for me a place of my own wirth a laptop intenet acess a phone and very good an safe cooking aminitys. Please I beg you I can live through poverty

Submitted by J on 30 Sep 2009

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