Be genuine and real.
This is a place to worship God by giving up in prayer the sin and struggles, attitudes and apathy that are in your life.
Put them in the incinerator to be burnt to ashes by God.
Lord I want to ask for your forgiveness and blessing today. I want to ask that you will be with me at this time and help me overcome my feelings of self-pity and selfishness. I know I have not acted entirely as you would wish but I am so sorry Lord. I need your hand upon me. You know the things I want but help me to see that they will happen only if they are part of your plan. Lord you are so good, I am not worthy but help me to always know that you love me no matter what. You have an unconditional grace even for a sinner like me.
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