Original Prayer

Dear Lord, I come to you not knowing what to say, mostly because I'm confused about my feelings. I'm stuck. In life, in one place. And I don't know where I am, I'm just lost. I've got this great relationship with Steff, or so I think, but we've sinned and made mistakes, everyone does, so why is it so hard to let go and make it back to you? I so wish sometimes that we can be like we were. I could worship you so freely and speak to freely to you. But now, I've lost my confidence and I'm shaken, I don't know what to expect! At times I can really want to be with you, and at others just not be bothered. And I know thats not right. We both need you Lord! So I pray that as we keep walking through life, you'll slowly lead us back into the life you've set out for us, and change our inner selves back to how you want us to be! I'm not in the right state or frame of mind to praise you, I don't feel, although we should praise you all the time! No matter what. But Lord I do thankyou for the patience I know you've had for me and Steff. I appreciate it, and I know that you'll only wait longer for me if needs be, because you want me, and I want you, you know that, deep inside my heart you can tell the truth! And you know I'd rather be with you for eternity than walk this short life alone! I'm so so so sorry Lord! Don't abandon me in my times of need. Help me to pull through this, help US to get through this. Because in the end, it will be the best thing ever. There's nothing better than to be with you, in your courts. Please Help me Lord! Love.. Your Son, Jonna

Submitted by Jonna on 9 Jan 2004

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