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Original Prayer

can't surrender to you yet

please God, wait for me; you know that i am waiting for an answer to my questions before i can fully surrender my all to you. Lord, you have brought so much healing into my life, but i am concerned that if i don't let go of the things that are holding me in bondage, then i will start to become imbalanced in my mind again. i still have a lot of strange images and ideations in my head, but i know taking a higher dose of meds isn't the answer right now, becos i can function reasonably well, and do my studies and socialise etc, if i don't keep thinking that i'm not surrendering enough of my self to you. i want to get well, but i can't do it on my own, God. i feel as tho' i'm on a tightrope; i don't want to lose my relationship with you, cos you are good to me. its just that i am stubborn and weak right now. Help!

Submitted by C on 4 Oct 2007

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