Original Prayer

God, why am I stuck here, why cant I move from this place. I do so much for the church, show only a happy face in the preasence of my friends, then go home and die a little each day. I want to be free from homosexuality, from internet pornography, but its just become a lost cause, A cycle where I go to church, get energised to fight the battle, survive and even thrive, for a while, and then, saten finds a small chip in my armor, no more than a scratch, and sets off a trigger, then I fall back to where I first began. This life is too long to live alone... Where are you? Do you even hear me any more?

Submitted by N on 26 Mar 2006

Responses

My friend God has not abandoned you at all, where ever you go you take God with you, even to those darkest places, he hasn't and will not forsake you, you know that my friend. Lord I want to lift this brother, this fallen soldier to you, you know his heart and everything about him, you know the number of hairs upon his head, Lord shine a light in his darkness so that he can see you once again, so that he will truly know you are there with him. Lord Jesus we praise you for this brother and ask that whatever he feels is blocking his relationship with you is lifted and broken in your name. Bless this brother Amen ps Yes friend God hears you very much.

Submitted by AndyR on 28 Mar 2006