Fear

Lord, I bring to you the fear, panic and helplessness I feel to be burned in the fire- It has to go. I desire to know only your peace instead of despair..... I bring you all the nasty things I do to deal with my issues- self-harm, overeating, deceit, overspending, worthlessness, self-hatred, rejecting you, pushing others away, lust and lewd behaviour, angry behaviour, suicidal thoughts, threats, manipulative behaviour, controlling and dominating others. I DON'T WANT THIS STUFF ANYMORE....

Submitted by C on 5 Apr 2007

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What I give to You to be incinerated by Your fire: - masturbation with pictures of naked women - not beeing hungry for your word and your presence - seeking satisfaction and rest in things and activities - not doing, what i said I would do - only sometimes searching for your voice - beeing diverted and confused and tolerateing it and I ask You, to fill the emty place (after the burning) with the real Yourself

Submitted by Uwe on 1 Apr 2007

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Lord thankyou so much that you are such an amazing god and that we cant even get our head around that idea. Lord I pray that you will carry on building me up, lord thankyou words do not even come close to describing the thankfullness and that love that i have for you. Lord carry on setting my heart on fire and giving me the strength to carry on living for you no matter what is thrown at me. Lord I know that i stumble and fall and you pick me up and help us to be more truthfull to people and not hide behind the plastic i'm fine smile Thankyou lord Amen!

Submitted by Donna on 29 Mar 2007

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Lord God this lust will DIE as you enter my body. This lust will be destroyed as you enter me. This lust will leave me white and pure, with no memory of it in my soul. I love you so so so much - there is NOTHING at all I can do to make you love me less... I've felt so so close to you lately, I love you, I love you... You're beautiful. Incinerate ME and my shortcomings, and set in me a holy fire! I love you so so much. Let me feel you close again and drown this guilt which I know is nothing before you as you have died for me. I just feel so so frustrated with this addiction, but I know with your power I can and WILL break this. Enter me, and this lust will die Enter me and this lust will die Enter me and this lust will die Enter me and this lust will die Leave me only with Love in its place - real, living love that is a VERB - that is something i do with all I am I love you!!! Your grace is enough to carry me from my shame... thankyou so much!!! Amen

Submitted by chris on 27 Mar 2007

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Dear Lord, I was not the best of persons last night. Please forgive me.

Submitted by on 19 Mar 2007

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Lord I'm tiring of being upset and doing things on my own. I'm tired of giving you my heart and then taking it back. I'm at a place of loss and heartache. I'm afraid to love or be loved because of the fear of being hurt or not going the way I want it to. Lord I give you my heart to keep forever. It nolonger belongs to me, but it belongs to you Jesus. Guard my heart and protect from all the wiles of the devil. I put my trust in You Lord. I know you have a plan for my life and that those things that you spoke to me will come to pass in Your time and not mine. I trust you Lord to teach me love and be loved. Mend my heart O God. Restore my strength and understanding. Draw me close to you. Amen

Submitted by lee on 13 Mar 2007

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Lord I thought that I was on the wrong path and had missed the boat again in my life. Lord I cried out to you last night and you sent me a dream. Lord I can not thank you enoughf. This is the dream I had....I was traveling on a bus somewere very exciting and I got off at what I thought was the right stop. I had to many bags to carry off the bus so I took one off and put it on the side walk while I got the others. When I stepped back on the bus the bus driver told me I was getting off at the wrong stop and I needed to stay on. The bus then drove off before I could get off to get my bag from the side walk. I was so worried as I thought that the Lord would not accept me at my destation if I didn't have my bag. I woke up so distressed and upset. Today I cried out to Jesus and he came to me and said so clearly "you didn't miss the bus I just needed you to let go of some baggage in you life that was getting in the way. You are on the right bus route. The clothes you had in that bag you left on the side walk were rags comparied to the great garments I have waiting for you." O Lord you meet me right at the centre of me need. You answered my questions. You are so real............thank you Lord

Submitted by Rachel on 10 Mar 2007

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Lord, i feel so angry with you right now. you told me back last summer that you loved me unconditionally and that i will never lose my salvation. You told me this through other Christians, many of who are professional counsellors and friends who have suffered this kind of pain. So now why do i not hear your comfort when i cry out to you? Things were so beautiful with you two months ago. I had a father in you, someone who knew exactly what i have been through and still wanted me, i had peace and a measure of emotional health i have never ever had til last sept. I think i know that you must love me deep down, last Sunday when Becca prayed for me i had two good-ish days afterwards. I know i have sinned, and i keep being sorry and coming back in repentance. There are thingds in my life i can't let go of- i want for you to take the affects of ny hurt away. The pressure in my mind makes me feel panicky- i can't do the things you may be asking, if its you speaking about this. (you know what issue i'm talking about, i'm not gonna spell it out here- i can't tell anybody, its too bad. no matter what my Psychiatric helpers and deliverance people say about me being unable to control such thoughts in my mind, i know that i was getting better til recently. if my healing has been lost then help me repent of my sins, particularly the eating disorder. MAY YOUR MERCY LAST A LIFETIME! I need strength, please.don't leave it too long

Submitted by c on 10 Mar 2007

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Dear Lord, Forgive me for my attitude towards other people. I get so synical and frustrated with a certain person, and I've developed a bad attitude toward her. I try not to let it show, and there really is no reason to have a bad attitude toward her. She is human, just as I am. She's a christian, and I do love her. Help me not to look at the small things she does that irritate me, help me to be patient, kind and loving, and forgive me that I have not been Father. Cleanse me of my bad mouth too, that spills over onto others, and spreads my bad attitude like a bad disease. Forgive me Father. I repent, and I will work at having a good attitude toward her, and others, whose small imperfections bug me. Help me to be loving and Christlike to all Lord! In Jesus name, I pray, amen.

Submitted by Mary on 1 Mar 2007

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Lord, I have disobeyed you and ran away from your teachings. I have acted like the seed that fell on the rock and did not put roots down. This porn addiction has really screwed with my mind and I have become confused of what life is about and what i want in life. I feel i have a lot of anger, jealousy and fear in my life. I need you Lord Jesus to sort out my mind and body as I feel i cannot control my own thoughts. Please help me to deal with my feelings towards Krystyna and realise that when things are not meant to be, they are really not meant to be. The addiction has blurred my mind when I think of love, and lust becomes entangled in my thoughts. Help me to realise my full potential for you and in you. I want to pick up my cross and follow you with everything I am, because i want to be like you are. Please forgive me and wash my sins away. I need you to help me to understand that true happiness doesnt always come from a relationship with a girl. Thanks God. I dont want to backslide.

Submitted by Adam on 24 Feb 2007

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